Have you ever woken up one morning and found yourself in an entirely new world….a world that you are so not accustomed to? Like say….u wake up in China? Or in some polar bear’s cave? Do you know what it feels like, to literally wake up to a completely new world…that’s just way different from what you lived all this time…?

Well, I don’t, and that’s not how I feel right now either. Ha-ha….Did I mislead you well enough? Hehe…. Of late, my behavior has changed so much; I think I have become pretty much of one of those annoying talk show entertainers. Seriously, people. I find myself talking constantly and there just seems to no stopping me. Do you think it’s all this work or pressure or whatever? On Thursday, I heard a piece of news that was just too good to be true. Now I wish I didn’t hear it, coz its been bugging me so long, I just cant believe how good it is….and I don’t really believe it might stay that good….and I haven’t told anybody about it because its just way too good to be true. Lol it has just been bursting in me, and I guess that’s why I am blogging about it right now.

You know what guys? Something is just not right. Or should I say, something is just not wrong. It feels like ages since my life has been so smooth. Ages since I have laughed and felt committed to something. What is it? I don’t know, and I don’t really care what it is. Hey you guys listened to the new Ricky martin song- ‘I don’t care’ ha-ha, he can’t title it anymore perfectly. Not that I don’t care…You guys know how concerned i try to be…  Well, you know what I realized….I am such a fake person. Seriously. I ‘try’ to be so many things…. Nothing I do is actually from the bottom of my heart. I don’t know if it’s what I realized or what people tell me. Aarghh, doesn’t it make you mad? What people tell you….Lol.

Yesterday, I was in school from six till nine in the evening……making posters. It was fun; all of us were lying on our stomachs and making some really hot posters. Some of you are so lucky, you get to walk into school the day after tomorrow and see some great works of art painted by ‘Moi’. The others, well, let me try to get help for you. Lol…..SEE…! I told you, my sense of humor is going ways.

I have to write an essay about what my American dream is for history , an essay for dad and a presentation for my youth Christian group, due tomorrow. That is besides the calculus test and the twenty pages I have to read for psych. Fun fun fun…!!! yay

 Nitty